Days ago, I made a big and tough decision. It's really hard to make decisions that would definitely change your life. If you can still remember with my previous post, when I discussed about after college life gets tougher, I mentioned my experience on how challenging finding a job was. I know am not good enough. I have no experience and am not even an expert on my field but one company believed in me. It felt like hurray!! Am so lucky! This is one of the biggest accomplishments I'd ever had after college.
The first few months of my job was so much fun but as time goes by I realized that somethings wrong. I got that feeling that someone wants to pull me down and as an introvert and an amateur in the real world, I don't really know what to do. I thought that maybe this is not really made for me or maybe I did something wrong. I know I should talk to the HR about this but I can't. Why? Its because I felt like she herself is the one pulling me down.The worst advice I got from her is I need to get along with my co-workers that I need to disobey the #1 rule or task that my Boss told me. I'm confused and don't know where to go. But I made my decision and that is whatever it takes am only going to follow my boss even if I won't be able to get along with my co-workers. I need to save my ass because my boss is the one paying me not them. I know its a bit mean but its true. I always end up going home crying until I fall asleep.
The first few months of my job was so much fun but as time goes by I realized that somethings wrong. I got that feeling that someone wants to pull me down and as an introvert and an amateur in the real world, I don't really know what to do. I thought that maybe this is not really made for me or maybe I did something wrong. I know I should talk to the HR about this but I can't. Why? Its because I felt like she herself is the one pulling me down.The worst advice I got from her is I need to get along with my co-workers that I need to disobey the #1 rule or task that my Boss told me. I'm confused and don't know where to go. But I made my decision and that is whatever it takes am only going to follow my boss even if I won't be able to get along with my co-workers. I need to save my ass because my boss is the one paying me not them. I know its a bit mean but its true. I always end up going home crying until I fall asleep.
I remembered when a friend of mine told me about his job. And I find it interesting so I simply registered and see what are the jobs they're offering. At first, I'm not really looking for a job but on my toughest times I gave it a shot. But then I stop looking and decided to get along with what I have now even if part of my mind saying that "your no longer happy why would you stay?" Then one day someone emailed me and offered me a potential job. I will never forget that date September 18, 2011. I was very excited and the job offer is very interesting. I don't have any background with Wordpress but I told her how dedicated I am to get into the job (I really am).I think God heard all my prayers because she believed in me and gave me a chance.
And yes, I made a huge decision and I choose a new career. I'm happy to experience working in a real company. I would definitely miss all the parties and company outings because I will no longer experience that with this new career. So the decision has been made. I'm happy with it, I never regret anything. I just wish for a long working relationship and prayed that everything will be fine.
And yes, I made a huge decision and I choose a new career. I'm happy to experience working in a real company. I would definitely miss all the parties and company outings because I will no longer experience that with this new career. So the decision has been made. I'm happy with it, I never regret anything. I just wish for a long working relationship and prayed that everything will be fine.
How about you? Have your tried looking back and thought all the decisions you made?
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